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im a commitment-phobe.
so when you answer something like "coz im ur boyfriend" when i ask why im supposed to do something that u ask me to...
this is what goes through my head:

1. *alarm bells*
2. FUCKKKK!!!!!
3. WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE???
 4. i do NOT need another parent telling me what to do w my life
5. How did i end up hear again gahhhh!
6. As if you'd do the same for me
7. but noooooo, love shouldnt expect anything in return right?
8. then expect nothing from me either! grrrgrAaaahhh!!! fuck off!!!!
9. i'm such a selfish bitch :(
and
10. Are you worth it?

(all this while kicking things around or going out for a walk to steam off)

Problem is i dont know the answer to that last one, but i do know that at times like these i prefer the answer to be no so that i can just break free from all this nonsense.

There's a reason why i chose to remain single the 1st 23 years of my life. You had to come along, sigh...

*edit: we talked, phew! sayang him i do.