Hilang

Winter is so depressing.

I should play more.

But I'm leaving him behind...

Because.

This is the part I tell myself that it's probably a huge mistake I'll regret for the rest of my life. And I so badly want to be able to look back here someday to find out what was the stupid reason.

That I'm a coward? That I'm lazy? That I'm tired? That I'm done?

I'm an idiot.